2009 is my year

I was told recently that 2009 was going to be my year. I hope so, but I do not know what that really means? I am starting a new job today and one thing that I have learned and need to keep on relearning is that when you are in a stressful situation, you do not realize it until you get out of it.

How many people finally leave a job or a relationship only to realize afterwards how bad it was for them? Not sure how we can change that so we don't abuse ourselves so much.

I am hoping that 2009 is my year and so far so good. I believe it cannot be worse than last year.

Getting used to something

So, how long does it take to get used to something new? I was told that it takes 2 weeks? yeah right, there are things that take a minute and then there are things that you never get used too. How do you get used to the hard things? I see people that struggle with change, basically everybody, who likes change anyways? I am trying to change into someone that I was a couple of years ago and I have always preached that you can never go back. Guess I have to listen to myself and learn how to reinvent myself. First step is getting used to the new me and liking her for all of her greatness and all of her faults. Yeah, just started talking in the third person.

Life is way too short to spend my time being upset and too much of it lately has been that, so i am making an effort today to get used to change and go with the flow. sounds good right?

What does a girl have to write to get a following?

Hey there,
so i start blogging and think that i write witty comments, but no followers. hmm what needs to be done to start a conversation? Well, a real conversation one person starts then the other has to follow, if nobody follows then it is not considered conversation. I guess blogging is the same. I do enjoy this posts and it has become a relaxing diary for me if anything of that, but i wish one day somone would just say hello!

2009 so far

Okay, I made it to 2009, good riddenness to 2008 and hello to 2009. How do you know if your problems will follow you into the new year? Just because the date changes, doesn't mean that your life changes, but then why do I feel like I have fresh start and a new outlook on life. Does anyone else feel this way? Is it the idea of a new start or is it actually possible?

Ready for 2009

Gosh, who else is ready for 2009? I had a discussion today about 2008 and this is the first year in a long time that I will be happily ready to put behind me. There is something about starting fresh that allows you the opportunity to move forward and upwards.

When I was in school I could do that each semester, but now that I am in the real world, I have to do it the hard way and wait a whole year to start something new. This year has taught me so much about my resolve and strenght as a person so I cannot count it as a total loss, but I am looking forward to 2009. I think it is going to be a great year!!

Depression or sickness

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Was sick this past week and realized that symptoms of sickness are the same as depression. Now, I know that I do not have clinically depression in me because even though I have been tired, instead of just laying in bed, I have been pushing myself to get up and move forward. I had a horrible/great week. I actually had 3 jobs this past week while I was sick. I know kindof crazy, but it was enough to put anybody's mood into overdrive, so I have to remember that I need to give myself a break and put this past week behind me and move forward once again because that is all that I can do, keep on moving forward even if forces want to stop me.

So, I will say that I was sick and not depressed because I am moving forward and upwards.

Getting your hopes up

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Well, I start a new job today. I put into my mind how I wanted this job to be and it didn't work out the way that I wanted, boy was I disappointed. The funny thing is that I am usually okay with disappointment, but I think I just got my hopes up and then got shot down. I usually try not to get excited about anything until it comes true because I have seen so many things fall apart before they happen. Why did I get my hopes up this time? Not sure, I think I have had so much bad luck lately that I was due for something positive.

Oh well, I will try to make the best of my situation and just hope for the best, that is the only thing I can do at this point.