Sunday, December 14, 2008

Ready for 2009

Gosh, who else is ready for 2009? I had a discussion today about 2008 and this is the first year in a long time that I will be happily ready to put behind me. There is something about starting fresh that allows you the opportunity to move forward and upwards.

When I was in school I could do that each semester, but now that I am in the real world, I have to do it the hard way and wait a whole year to start something new. This year has taught me so much about my resolve and strenght as a person so I cannot count it as a total loss, but I am looking forward to 2009. I think it is going to be a great year!!

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Depression or sickness

Was sick this past week and realized that symptoms of sickness are the same as depression. Now, I know that I do not have clinically depression in me because even though I have been tired, instead of just laying in bed, I have been pushing myself to get up and move forward. I had a horrible/great week. I actually had 3 jobs this past week while I was sick. I know kindof crazy, but it was enough to put anybody's mood into overdrive, so I have to remember that I need to give myself a break and put this past week behind me and move forward once again because that is all that I can do, keep on moving forward even if forces want to stop me.

So, I will say that I was sick and not depressed because I am moving forward and upwards.

Monday, December 1, 2008

Getting your hopes up

Well, I start a new job today. I put into my mind how I wanted this job to be and it didn't work out the way that I wanted, boy was I disappointed. The funny thing is that I am usually okay with disappointment, but I think I just got my hopes up and then got shot down. I usually try not to get excited about anything until it comes true because I have seen so many things fall apart before they happen. Why did I get my hopes up this time? Not sure, I think I have had so much bad luck lately that I was due for something positive.

Oh well, I will try to make the best of my situation and just hope for the best, that is the only thing I can do at this point.