Wednesday, November 5, 2008

expressing thoughts

I have heard from a couple of people that they enjoy reading my posts and finding out what I will say next. I really like the idea of blogging because for me, it is just about random thoughts that seem to come together in a blog. Does that make sense? I think so, it is comforting knowing that I can freely express my thoughts without getting flagged or deleted. This are my thoughts for goodness sakes, they should not be censored.

We always seem to be careful about what we say to others and how it will affect them, but in this blog, I am not offending anybody because if someone wants to read this, they will, if they want to leave a comment, they will or just pass it by. It is really just an expression of thoughts and it seems like there are way too many sensors on what we can say and what we have to say.

I find myself getting into trouble when I say what I mean. Everybody always says, "tell it to me straight" but when I do, it just doesn't seem to be true and I end up offending someone.

Oh well, that is way the cookie crumbles

Monday, November 3, 2008

Monday Mornings

Yep, it is that time again, it is Monday morning and I am wondering what makes Sunday so different than Monday. I am at the age now, where I do not sleep in on the weekends, so why is it so much harder to get up on Monday? I work in the afternoons so I do not need to get up at any certain time, but my body only sleep for so long which i guess is a good thing.

I have always had unconventional hours at the jobs that I have worked at and never really put in a 9-5 work schedule so I have not had the need to savor the weekends up to this point. For me, being in a relationship has changed almost everything about me and I think that is why Sunday and Monday are so different. My partner and I always have a great time on the weekends and we make an effort during the week, but it is not the same.

Is that it? Not sure, but it is still Monday morning and too much to think about right now!

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Waking up

Well, waking up is not an easy thing to do and I had to get up at 3:30 am to make a flight at 6am. For some reason, I woke up at 3:27 am. My body just seems to know what needs to get done and it does it. I do not know how people function on little to no sleep. I was a walking asleep for the day. I am fortunate that I do not have to travel so much and that I get to sleep until I wake up on most days. Last night I went to bed at my usual time, but had trouble sleep and when I have trouble sleeping, I usual have a wierd dream. Well, it seems like all of my dreams are wierd. I dream outwards and never see myself in my dreams, and most of the time, I dream about people that I do not know or knew in the past.

It was ironic that yesterday was Halloween because I surely had a bizzare day. I will recoup today and move forward to my hope that I have a great night sleep tonight!